Welcometomyscrapbookofmadness
Juliana Zainal

(ninja by choice)

welcome to my scrapbook of madness

Lyrics in the email,new song,good way to start the day 

HUMAN SADNESS
 
 
 
beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field, i will be meeting you there
-Rumi
 
 
put money in my hand 
and i will do the things you want me to
 
Vanity… overriding wisdom,
usually common sense.
 
should i delete it, 
you said you’d read it
you promised you would never ruin it with sequels,
 
I wake for you… on and on
 
 
 
beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
i will be meeting you there.
 
 
~
 
the moon’s a skull, i think it’s grinning 
the room is full of people now i think it’s spinning
 
wanted you… didn’t ask for nothing. wait for you… on and on
 
and i don’t need your tie, i don’t need to, tired of saying it. 
we don’t need more talk, don’t empty out your canteen on the desert floor.
…ahhh, it’s  all my fault
 
 
never wanna spell it out,
i just want to say that it is all my fault,
i could never spit it out,
i don’t wanna fix your tie…
 
never want to say we’re sad, 
thankful that we got some chance,
i know you won’t get back your time, 
i wish that you could take it back…
 
 
beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
i will be meeting you there.
 
 
~
 
he wanted it more than me, i suppose
i was in a rush to wait in a line.
now i hear echoes of my old self,
this is not the way to be.
all at once,
i lost my way…
 
 
is it not true, the things that we did?
come here at once and look what they did
come here shut down and tune in tonite,
learn the words that they teach you without you realizing it
come here sit down and watch some tv
 
mine all mine / wait your turn
cross my cross / slice his hand
not your son / not your friend / not your enemy
 
i rely on the little things to get me by,
conscience says “i’m ok”,
you don’t hear what they say.
“he’s not my son, search his home”
off to war,
it’s time to go hide inside
 
 
 
-
 
soft skin,              
weak chin,          
just walk me thru it, tell me what to do i’ll do  
 
hurry hurry, that’s my baby 
ohh, do what you can.
 
 
all the time - he waits for me.
and now we talk from time to time,
 
hits you on the head when nobody’s there, 
then he says ‘come here could you fix my tie?’
 
it’s never gonna be, 
to be is not the way to be.
 
show me where to go don’t get angry so quickly,
fuck depression…
 
 
beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
i will be meeting you there
 
 
 
~
 
 
 
understanding is more important than love, 
if not money will always trump justice
 
 
all is lost, 
i’ll find my way…
so i say,
to be is not to be.
to be is not the way to be.
 

fotojournalismus:

Palestinian children look out from their family’s house, which witnesses said was badly damaged during the recent Israeli offensive, in the east of Gaza City on Aug. 28, 2014. (Majdi Fathi/NurPhoto/Zuma Press)

fotojournalismus:

Palestinian children look out from their family’s house, which witnesses said was badly damaged during the recent Israeli offensive, in the east of Gaza City on Aug. 28, 2014. (Majdi Fathi/NurPhoto/Zuma Press)

sirenlovesong:

nnagrandeofficial:

big-chicken:

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this cat lives in a show horse barn which is why it walks and runs that way

THIS CAT THINKS ITS A HORSE

sirenlovesong:

nnagrandeofficial:

big-chicken:

cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat

this cat lives in a show horse barn which is why it walks and runs that way

THIS CAT THINKS ITS A HORSE

popculturebrain:

'Colbert' updates the credits to include Gwen Stefani gaffe | Warming Glow

popculturebrain:

'Colbert' updates the credits to include Gwen Stefani gaffe | Warming Glow

improvinator:

”I’d like to dedicate this award to all the Sneaky Petes in the world, who thought that maybe settling for mediocrity was safe because it was a good idea—don’t do it. Take a chance, take a risk, find that passion, rekindle it, fall in love all over again. It’s really worth it.” —Bryan Cranston, Best Actor 2014

hmmmm but still

nicely done Win:)